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You are painted like no one else,
not the former gray, around us all,
we grew like webs, beneath our hearts,
we breathe and sleep, in orphan arms
All seems gone, all seems done,
all seems so far away
all seems gone
with reckless hearts,
we drew ourselves for our loss its sake,
we hid in the void,
but now you're the gray, but no you're the gray
with reckless hearts,
I'm not sure, who I am
circled from divided lies,
but now you're the gray
I never felt free
We drowned our home
we've gone astray
smiles have disappeared
living at its finest truth,
words we heard, the words we spoke
witnesses of stolen dreams
I won't be the last
with a graveyard under my chest
We drowned our home
death is in the air
we drowned our home
we've ended in despair
Cut up, move the clouds
and I see, now I see
cut up, move the clouds
and I see, now I see
suns have changed
shades got bright
showed up light for who we are
we are the gray, we drowned our home
as it may be
I won't lose faith
we are the gray,
we are the gray
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In years I've tried to make you smile
your view was just reserved for despite
you've forgotten all the things that I've done
so I'll forget the mask that I've won
the hardest part is living
I won't sopt counting days
I won't stop soacking my blood
I won't stop closing my eyes
until hell receives my guts
this is a breaking point,
but the devil is a part of mine
withouth pity
we are all born to die,
but the devil is a part of mine
I won't stop counting days
I won't stop soaking my blood
I won't stop closing my eyes
until hell receives my guts
I won't regret what I have sold,
you'll never get what I have born
this hate this rage that we have felt
this love and borders we have grown
fell now to ashes
and the fault is our own
Because as long as I will live
death himself will eat my soul
the hardest part is not forgetting
I won't be weak
but you have pushed your nays to deep
and the poison in my heart
you've injected, has stolen my sleep
I won't regret what I have sold,
you'll never get what I have born
this hate this rage
fell now to ashes
and the fault is our own
I wish you all the best my dear,
one day we all will smile,
but I will promise you my dear
you lose yourself in all your fails
but I will promise you my dear
you'll lose yourself in all your fears
you disgusting piece of sadness
one day we all will smile
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In my dreams I've drowned,
awoken I have choked
the horrors behind my soul
showed me a garden
full of bones
The streets I run they whisper
your ghosts are your failure
you've bet so much,
you've won an empty corpse
you've put your hope
to the stranger in the mirror
Someone gave me the chance to choose,
I didn't ask for that
and I would mind not being free
But the hell that it takes to wake up
to embrace the power I should need
to live a life of joy,
a life of joy and greed
and no one ever will teach
how happiness gets seed
In my crooked state of mind,
this whisper it greets me one more time
stop following dear conscience
but the voice, it still resumes
what have you done to yourself
what have you done to the other
yes, I'm ashamed
I attempted no harm
Everyone feels lost in a time
but time is the thing that I've lost
when my heads in the sky
there are no doors locked
And every day I wish for the people
who have saved my past,
because the present has stolen my laugh
the future, the only way to go
one day in the afterlife,
I'll leave behind that rope
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I will remember, I will remember
I have surrendered, without any tender
I have no sight for what I should have
beauty is lost, my eyes are so blind
Illness inside, health is a crime
crowning a win, selling a lie
silence caused my ear to deafness,
life is louder I can bear
Breathing underwater,
words swimming in the air
I learned to live, I learned to be
and it feels like death is following me
I will remember, I will remember
I have surrendered, without any tender
I have no sight for what I should have
beauty is lost, my eyes are so blind
I will remember, I will remember
I have surrendered, out from the ember
like a ghost, like a ghost,
with broken neck I've reached no coast
I'm not sure if I'm talking in tongues
what means a word behind I can't hide
I'm not sure if am talking in tongues
what means a word, if letters can't cry
I won't reply all the questions
while death holds my hand
my life broke apart,
before it began
Keys to a hollow life
born with this regret
I am aware of myself
in the most precious way I live
but I didn't know
how hard it could be
to ruin myself for a life I can't see
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With the Sun, that we share
comes the disease,
that we taste
It's a curse which I trust,
a path of resignation and waste
I am still restless, oh I am so restless
all I know is my passion
blinded form gifts we wish for
together we lighten the dark
and fight for our progression
Stabbed by shadows
I can't resist
my bed feels like a gallow
I can't adjust
This is just the beginning,
or is this the end of believing
everything we remember
is our loved ones disappearing
Nearby there is desperation
and so often they have said
everything is going to be fine in the end
everything is going to be fine in the end
and if it's not
it's not the end
The reflection of our own
is a frightening chapter of insecurity
we think too much about the way we die
and less about a life concept of quality
Mother, you've become a shadow
Father, our lives have been a lie
beloved I live without intention
inside you've died so long ago
It's a curse which I trust,
a path of resignation and waste
We were born and we learn,
but words are like wind
Hope seems sometimes to burn
the brick we call life
we can't kill what we earn
hope seems sometimes to burn
this brick we call life
there is no return
This is just the beginning,
or is this the end of believing
everything we remember
is our loved ones disappearing
Once again all the same stories
but in the end we all have to try
to seek the answer
we have to try living in a world we hate
so unprepared for the end
I hope there's something that is worth living
more to give than fallen memories
please show me life's worth living
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released April 6, 2015
